paranoia is the answer for my spaz

thats it

i was worried she would dump me

im gunna leave her alone its up to her to talk to me when she is ready

she is dealing with some shit that you need not know of  so m gunna let her deal with that however she sees fit. i hope things work out for you beth.

live a good life everyone and may all your needs be fulfilled by whatever god you choose or dont choose know you are never alone and you will always have my support. i love you all

                                       Jeremy

sorry about the last entry...kinda weird not me not me not something id expect me to say.

meh

much love

jeremy

after talking to le steph ive realized someting

beth (not the carlisle beth)

beth you have changed, i dont know you or at least not the you you are now. i am and have been deeply deeply in love with you, the you i knew at camp. lately you have ignored me and im tired of it, the first time you dumped me you did this exact same thing.  you are fucking with my emotions like hardcore i cant deal with it much longer. as much as id like to stay with you im not gunna put up with it so call me and we will decide on how things go from here. im not dumping you just attempting to get you to see my point of view, to understand why im saying what im saying and all that goodness. i love you dont doubt that for a second but babe its your call. i will not be ignored so either talk to me or get up enough balls to dump me in person this time

no hostility intended. i cannot control how you will take that. know i love you and concider what ive said. thank you.

to everyone else......*incert words of wisdom here*

                                                        i love you all

                                                             Jeremy

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(teehee i screams)

girl troubles

*sigh*

as always i have no idea what i did/if it was me and all that shits

if i did do anything im sorry beth forgive me please, if not forgive me for being an idiot

i went shopping and now i look like a prep or a super stoner (red corduroy) you decide um yeah i did talk to mary so there you all suck (i lie) i shall return to the carlizzle fo i gots to be viziting the derek spawn. um ill call whoever when that happens. as of now i have no idea when

peace out